[Intro:]
Yesterday when we were getting high you were invited.
You wouldve liked it. I-I know you all too well.
I said that we could kiss the past goodbye but you werent excited theres no way to fight it.
You can stay but shawty here I go...

[Verse 1:]
Uh should I spend the weekend in Vegas?
Im living inside a moment not taking pictures to save it.
I mean how could I forget? My memories never faded.
I cant relate to these haters my enemies never made it.
I am still here with who I started with.
The game needed life I put my heart in it.
I blew myself up Im on some martyr shit.
Carried the weight for my city like a cargo ship.
Uh. Im 23 with a money tree.
Growing more too I just planted a hundred seeds.
Its ironic cause my mother was a flourist
And thats how she met my pops and now my garden is enourmous.
Its happening Penny Lane just like you said.
I avoided the Coke game and went with Sprite instead.
Uh huh thats word to the millions that they putting up.
Im trying to do better than good enough.

[Chorus:]
What am I afraid of? This is suppose to be what dreams are made of.
But people I dont have the time to hang with always look at me and say the same shit... (they say)
You promised me you would never change.
You promised me you would never change.

[Verse 2:]
Uh. Am I wrong for making light of my situation? Clap on.
When 40 got some shit for me to snap on.
Now that Im on I dont really want to worry about getting back on.
Im just trying to stay on get my f*cking buffet on.
I heard they just moved my grandmother to a nursing home.
And I be acting like I dont know how to work a phone.
But hit redial you see that I just called some chick I met at the mall
That I barley know at all and...
Plus this woman that I messed with unprotected
Texting saying that she wish she wouldve kept it.
The one that Im laying next to just looked over and read it.
Man I couldnt tell you where the f*ck my head is Im holding on by a thread its...
Like Im high right now the guy right now and you can tell by looking in my eyes right now.
That nothing really comes as a surprise right now
cause we just having the time of our lives right now.

[Chorus:]
What am I afraid of? This is suppose to be what dreams are made of.
But people I dont have the time to hang with always look at me and say the same shit... (they say)
You promised me you would never change.
You promised you would never change.

[Verse 3:]
Well all right. Uh. I live by some advices girl Lisa told me.
The other day Lisa told that she missed the old me.
Which made me question when I went missing.
And when I start treating my friends different.
Maybe it was the fast paced switch up.
Or the two guns in my face during the stick up.
Maybe cause the girl I thought I trusted was who set the whole shit up.
Or the fact I havent seen em since they locked Big Rich up.
I know. At the same time Im quick to forget.
Im bout to roll me up a blunt with my list of regrets.
Burn it all burn it all Im starting it fresh.
Cause half the time I got it right I probably guessed.
Did I just trade free time for camera time?
Will I blow all of this money baby Hammer Time?
I just need some closure.
Aint no turning back for me Im in till its over.