Tryna find a way to explain this
Why you cant touch me tonight?
I can feel youre getting impatient
But I really cant let you inside
Bad how deep the pain is
Or you just couldnt believe
And yes Im good on the surface
But Im a mess Im a mess underneath
See winter took most of my heart
And Spring punched right in the stomach
Summer came looking for blood
And by autumn I was left with nothing

It took a whole damn year to repair my body
It took a whole damn year
It took a whole damn year to repair my body
Its been about five years
Gon take a long long year for me to trust somebody
Gon take long long year
Gon take a long long year for me to touch somebody
Its been a bad five years

Not tryna do this on purpose
Boy I really wish I could
Dont act like you never heard this
I know you havent misunderstood
Where the others just wouldnt respect me
Dont tell me you use well
I thought we were heading for Heaven
But youre about to take me back to Hell

See winter took most of my heart
And Spring punched right in the stomach
Summer came looking for blood
And by autumn I was left with nothing

It took a whole damn year to repair my body
It took a whole damn year
It took a whole damn year to repair my body
Its been about five years
Gon take a long long year for me to trust somebody
Gon take long long year
Gon take a long long year for me to touch somebody
Its been a bad five years

It took a whole damn year to repair my body
It took a whole damn year
It took a whole damn year to repair my body
Its been about five years
Gon take a long long year for me to trust somebody
Gon take long long year
Gon take a long long year for me to touch somebody
Its been a bad five years

Bad to the liver bad to the bones
Bad to the liver bad to the bones
Bad to the liver bad to the bones
Its been a bad five years