He says he doesnt believe anything much he hears these days
He says Why fall in love just so you can watch it go away?
He spends most of his nights wishing it was how it used to be
He spends most of his flights getting pulled down by gravity

I call just checking up on him
Hes up 3 AM pacing
He says Its not just a phase Im in
My voice comes out begging

All this time I didnt know
You were breaking down
Id fall to pieces on the floor
If you werent around
Too young to know it gets better
Ill be summer sun for you forever
Forever winter if you go

He seems fine most of the time
Forcing smiles and never minds
His laugh is a symphony
When the lights go out its hard to breathe
I pull at every thread trying to solve the puzzles in his head
Live my life scared to death hell decide to leave instead

I call just checking up on him
Hes up 5 AM wasted
Long gone not even listening
My voice comes out screaming

All this time I didnt know
You were breaking down
Id fall to pieces on the floor
If you werent around
Too young to know it gets better
Ill be summer sun for you forever
Forever winter if you go

If I was standing there in your apartment
Id take that bomb in your head and disarm it
Id say I love you even at your darkest and
Please dont go

I didnt know
You were breaking down
Id fall to pieces on the floor
If you werent around
Too young to know it gets better
Ill be summer sun for you forever
Forever winter if you go

Ill be your summer sun forever
At 3 AM pacing
All this time I didnt know
At 5 AM wasted
Id be in pieces on the floor
Forever winter if you go

He says he doesnt believe anything much he hears these days
I say Believe in one thing I wont go away