Ive been having a hard time adjusting
I had the shiniest wheels now theyre rusting
I didnt know if youd care if I came back
I have a lot of regrets about that
Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
Couldve followed my fears all the way down
And maybe I dont quite know what to say
But Im here in your doorway

I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying

They told me all of my cages were mental
So I got wasted like all my potential
And my words shoot to kill when Im mad
I have a lot of regrets about that
I was so ahead of the curve the curve became a sphere
Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here
Pourin out my heart to a stranger
But I didnt pour the whiskey

I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying

At least Im trying

And its hard to be at a party
When I feel like an open wound
Its hard to be anywhere these days
When all I want is you
Youre a flashback in a film reel
On the one screen in my town

And I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying (Maybe I dont quite know what to say)
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying

At least Im trying